The books that I read

I liked the movie ' He's just not that into you' watched it with Barbara in theatre when it came out to theatre.
It's just simply theory that everybody already knows but it's more like remind girls that we are worth to say no to guy who's not really crazy about girls.
Anyway I read it because I wanted to read anything to help my English since hard literatures make me bored and stop reading it. So I decided to read anything interests me. So I did at NYC library for more than 2 hours. I didn't like it as much as I liked the movie. Uausaly it's the other way around but not this time.





Jina suggested this book and I liked it but I didn't finished it becuase it's a book about a girl,her best friend and her fiancee and the other book called something blue it's the best friend's point of view. I started to read both almost same time and I kindda know the end of first books ending.
It loses my interests and I was pretty long book.
It's happening in NYC and the characters are my age group. I share same interests with the characters So I enjoyed reading the book.





I was more attached to this character than the other. She's supposed to be bad one and She's kind of bad in this book.
I can't even remember their name anymore what a bad memory!

I'm a little down.

Don't have any energy to be happy or be energetic.
Maybe, it's because of weather. It's been raining from yesterday no from Sunday night.
oh!
I meant to write about a show that I saw on Sunday.

I met this guy at a bar and he asked my number to go see a show. So I gave my number. and last sunday I went to see a show I wasn't going to because of my cold-sore it looks better now but It looked gross. Anyway I went to a show.

I LOVED IT! Sondheim on Sondheim
It's about a one composer or I should say song writer.
There was big flat tv screens that made one big screen sitting right in the middle of stage.
and it splits to different shapes it was more than I expected.
Between songs he, the composer explained about the song, the circumstances and how he felt about the songs. It was funny not artistic funny but humanity funny.
I liked it very much! I recognized lots of songs, thanks to AMDA.
Actress Vennesa, she's in ugly Betty she was in that show and Barbara was in that show too.
both were very good story teller hmm Vennessa was fine I guess and every other actors were great!

It was better than some other Broadway shows that has whole story's in it.
Hope to see other shows like this!

OMG I'm a pig

I'm a biggest pig in the world. I promised myself that I won't eat much but I did last night. Do you know what's worst? I always came up with great excuse to eat. Last night's excuse was 'I'm sick I need to eat a lot and get rest.' That was my excuse.
Anyway I had GamJaTang in flushing and went to EunJoo's place and passed out right away. However I'm still sick!!!! I hate this cold-sore. hate hate hate look ugly feel ugly.

Oh and I have two cupcakes(red velvet)!!!! it was amazing though. See How can i lose weight? I will be fat old-maid no i mean I'm a fat old made. No I'm not. I should be careful what i'm saying!!

Esty.com

Notebook

My favorite movie 'notebook' starting Racheal Mcadams.
After this movie who became my favorite actress. She has these quality that I can't even imagine myself have it in me.
This movie remind me my first love, how they love each other, the way they look at each other, just everything they did reminded me my first love.

One Sunny Saturday afternoon I was just browsing near union square after brunch at friend of a farmer. I went to Strand to look at $1 books and I found notebook for 48 cents hahaha. So I bought it without hesitation.

Yesterday I finished that book with the hope that I will meet someone that make me feel no one ever did.

Where are you?

Woodside Seo&Yang Jipsanim

Hey I'm in woodside at Seo jipsanim's
HaHa

Had a grapefrute, cut it an half and ate it with spoon!
Latte made by yangHee. It was Yamm!

Talk Talk Talk!!

It's Sunday!!

It's a beautiful God given day. Hmm

Nothing too special happen. Started to read 'Note book' it's my favorite movie of love story.
Now im trying to read it. Feel like my reading skill is getting better and better haha happy Simi.
Oh well once I'm not reading I felt like I need to read a lot but once I'm reading it's nothing to with my English.
Well well well what can I do ? hmm

Prayer list for today

Thanks for giving me a beautiful day I can priase you.
Priase you with all my heart and my soul.

English English English please give me oppotunaty to use and speak english with natives.

Fear God almight

Lovely Saturday

Made this plan for two weeks now.
woke up in the morning and hasitated for thirty or forty minute to text JeoungEun unni. I thought I wasn't close enough to call her in that early in the morning. As soon as text her I got a call from her. I open a internet actually it's always on at hulu. I have to listen anything every time I'm awake. found a few good place for our supposed to be before brunch. next time I want to try Elephant and cattle.

met her union square before I met her I went to sephora as usual to touch up my make up and get perfume. what would I do without sephora it's the greatest invention in 21st centuries for women. No I don't think it is but I never used this phrase before I just wanted to use it. make me sound that my English has improved.

I'm tired writing this all detail.

went to Friend of a Farmer. Good. www.friendofafarmernyc.com

Friday night

I waited along time to hang out with Soohyun Unni we planed to hang for a long time and God knows what happened it always got canceled. We FINALLY met up at the west village. Last thursday Jemmy and I found a bar called 'Employees only' from previous bar that we went.
Jemmy liked it and I guess I enjoyed it. Honestly the one thing I enjoyed was I got lots of offers for free drinks even I didn't take any.
Anyway we went to the bar and had one beer for each and couldn't find anything interests So headed out. on the way to subway station there's closer one which is red but I choose to go to blue one. I don't know why a year ago I didn't even have gut to go there. Time went by, goes by made me stronger or I never truthfully liked him. Do I remember love him to death? maybe not. However I remember that I enjoyed the time I spent with him. I guess I can said I loved spending time with him. Hmm it's kind of sad I thought I loved him.

I didn't want to go back to home right away so went to another bar that I went with him.
I found myself that I've been totally changed the attitude toward people and just everything. I remember that I was very uncomfortable standing there and hanging out with people but yesterday I was waiting for something to talk to. Hmm is it good thing?

I'm going to go find the name of place right now. It's a vol de nuit oh well I don't know what that means but I remember that was Belgian beer bar haha!

and met a pianist guy who asked me my phone number and i gave him because it's pretty clear that I'm not going to be attracted to him and I can go see a free Broadway show!!

Thursday, March 18th Yesterday

1 Grapefruit
2 boiled eggs with Kimchi what would i do without kimch.
1 sweet potato
1 small piece of chocolate

lots of water(so proud myself)

Authentic Beauty

I'm trying to do QT everyday. So went to a website that JeongEun unni suggested and signed up for daily emails. Now I'm getting emails everyday and try to read it first thing in the morning.
Today's words of God is from proverbs 30:31 Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing, but the women who fears the Lord, She shall be praised!

Do I not fear God? I know I should and i think I do. However the way that I live my life is not showing that I don't fear God.!?(Can't decide what to put end of this sentence)

Got a phone call from SungHye, a dear friend from high school. She burst the news that she's getting married on July and said getting marry at this age around can't be a hot issue btw friends anymore
on top of that she said (technically)I asked her that who got married or not, I should've asked that who has not BECAUSE there's no single woman that I know hasn't gotten married yet.

Not that I want to get married right now. however I get this anxious feeling that there's no one for me til end of my life. DO I NEED A GUY? yes i guess. I don't think i'm capable living without love extra love from a guy. Hmm oh God when is the time?

First step!

Let's get started.
It's going to be just simply journal let's say tracking my life.

Yesterday I went to EunJoo(Joeun dental's hygienist)'s place and had pork belly party.
I kindda wanted to do that with KokHee but there's some reason I couldn't get closed to her.
That's shame that I didn't get to close to her. Oh well I don't have to be best friends with everybody. However I always think myself that I'm not people friendly and want to change myself.
HOW?

Glad daddy got my mail today I sent him two pages of herbs since he's into growing plans I thought that would be great idea if he can grow herbs that we can actually eat.
He just called seemed happy that I sent him mail, and he said he can't because for herb growing he need lots of sun. well well well.


Okay. Let's not do too much then I will get tired easily and won't do it no more.